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it is so weird to think that attorneys are literally being paid like 200$ an hour to read my blog.

the trial is still on

Unfortunately I have to fork over my therapy records for the other attorneys to review. I didn’t cause any of this and it seems really unfair because I am actually bringing my therapist to answer questions, but hey, c’est la vie.

Hell hath no fury like a rich person scorned

As I discussed in my previous post, my abuser is going to be at my trial next month. Other people are on the list as well, such as an OBGYN and a psychologist (who will likely try to diagnose me via my internet posts, ridiculous). Better birth is also using 2 lawyers from one of […]

another trial update

ester werbach is going to be at my trial. I don’t know how to deal with this.  The flashbacks already happen daily and are put into motion by things that remind me of that day. Now I am going to have to see her in court and hear her lie to everyone about her deplorable […]

There has been a pattern of high view counts with low visitor counts. 200 views a day between 8 people? y’all are creepy, just fyi


still no word on if my case is dismissed, though it seems unlikely at this point in time. wish me luck?

there is a feature on wordpress…

It lets me look at the search terms that lead people to this website. Some of them are extremely disturbing to me. “My midwife rubbed my clit” and “can my doula rub my clitoris?” are terms that make me very uncomfortable. If you have landed here because you have experienced sexual abuse at the hands […]

A new report of inappropriate touching at Better Birth

I received an email awhile ago… I am sorry I neglected to check on the account here earlier, but here it is. Hi, I have a feeling Esther Werbach was at the birth of my child. I already had my midwife and her assistant there, but at the last minute they asked this other lady […]

Better Birth is trying to dismiss my lawsuit

I’ll let you know if they are able to later on this month. On a related note, if you plan to file a lawsuit similar to mine it would be wise to have an attorney at least review your case before filing.

remember, this meeting IS being recorded (part one…)

Originally posted on Safer Midwifery in Utah :
I found the recording of a meeting of utah midwives after the preventable death of a baby at the hands of a serially negligent midwife (Valerie El Halta). This post aims to summarize the meeting (click this link to listen). I have it saved on my computer if they…